Well
it would be nice if we only needed to get the message once and that would be
enough for us to repent – to turn our lives around and go the way that God
intended. That seemed to be the case
with Saul renamed Paul after his encounter with the risen Christ on the road to
Damascus. However, most of us seem to
need to get the message many times and in many different ways before we stumble
towards our Jerusalem. That is certainly
the case with me. There don’t seem to
have been any Road to Damascus experiences is my life. And the messages that I do get I seem to need
to hear over and over again in different ways – congenital slow learner that I
am.
The
journey that we are on often or usually takes the form of a labyrinth rather
than the straight and narrow path. We
make progress by sometimes heading in the wrong direction and turning again
towards the center. It often feels like
we are getting nowhere or even going backwards but if (now El-Bethel). He states that Bethel was the place where
God ‘had answered me in the day of my distress’. He recognized that the trial he had gone
through wrestling with the angle was a positive thing although I’m sure he did
not experience it that way at the time.
Those
times where we struggle and wrestle with our demons and angels may not seem
like they are sent from God. And I don’t
want to and it is not my intention to dismiss or diminish the terrible things
that people face in their lives. What doesn’t kill you doesn’t necessarily make
you stronger. However, as Jacob says
God, ‘has been with me wherever I have gone’.
May we always recognize that God is with us as we continue on our
journeys.
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