When I was on retreat last week I was at
a gathering of members of the Apple Farm Community where I was retreating. One of the people at the gathering was the
treasurer who introduced himself in that role.
I responded by saying, “O, you are the Judas of the group.” Now that could have shut down the
conversation right there but he was very engaging and didn’t let my attempt at
a joke put him off. I went on to try and
redeem myself and clarified that treasurers play a very important role in any
organization. Certainly our
congregations are blessed to have John looking after our finances in such a
sound way.
However, John’s Gospel does not put the
treasurer of the disciples’ group in a very good light. The Gospel writer identifies Judas with the
role of the treasurer. Of course he is
connected to the thirty pieces of silver that is reported to have been his
price for turning traitor and identifying Jesus to the authorities and
betraying him with a kiss—it was literally and figuratively a Judas kiss.
The betrayal of Judas is recorded in all
the Gospels. John provides a reason for
Judas’ act. The culprit is the old
tempter and deceiver Satan. In the
modern take by the comedian Flip Wilson ‘The devil made me do it’.
The Gospels of Matthew and Mark put it
down to pure greed—he did it for the thirty pieces of silver offered by the
religious authorities who must have been particularly eager to rid themselves
of the potentially dangerous and charismatic messianic figure who had been
declared ‘king of the Jews’.
One theory put forward for Judas’ action
is could be called the messianic imperative.
Judas could possibly have wanted to force Jesus’ hand in bringing about
the kingdom of God on earth by leading a revolt against the Roman
occupiers. In this scenario Judas would
have been seeking power, albeit on behalf of Jesus. He believed that power should be realized on
earth in his time and not in God’s time.
This scenario has Judas being influenced by desire for power and
control.
3When Judas, his betrayer, saw that Jesus was condemned, he
repented and brought back the thirty pieces of silver to the chief priests and
the elders. 4He said, “I have sinned by
betraying innocent blood.” But they said, “What is that to us? See to it
yourself.” 5Throwing down the pieces of silver in the temple, he departed;
and he went and hanged himself.
His legacy is that his name has been a
symbol of ultimate betrayal ever since.
Dante has a powerful scene in his Divine Comedy which portrays Satan at
the centre of hell with three ultimate villains—betrayers—one in each of his
three heads in his three mouths being gnawed by formidable fangs; two are the betrayers
of Julius Caesar, Cassius and Brutus and the third is Judas.
If we accept the theory of the messianic
imperative Judas was a true example of the expression the road to hell is paved
with good intentions. We know from this
that we must be very careful when we decide that we know best; we know without
a doubt what is right for others as well as ourselves. When we do this we are placing ourselves
ahead of God. We are in effect playing
God. If we take a few minutes and
reflect on our lives can we think of a time when we knew what was best for
another person? Can we think of a time
when we did something with the best of intentions that did not turn out for the
best? … I imagine it is not hard for any of us to have something some to
mind.
Of course having good intentions should
be a good thing. How else are we to live
in a way that is responsible and caring for each other? I believe that the problem with good
intentions as with many other things is when we approach them with certainty that
we are doing them out motives that are pure.
We only have the best interests of the other—the other person or group
or congregation or country. When we do
not consider what is in it for us; when we are not perhaps even aware that our
motives are not pure we run the risk of wanting—of trying to play God. We are in effect putting ourselves in God’s
place.
All this is difficult of course. Probably no one has pure motives in our
actions. We can do good works for the
outer reward of receiving accolades from others or the inner reward of feeling
virtuous—perhaps more virtuous that our neighbours. As Jesus tells us in the parable of the
Pharisee and the tax collector, “for all who exalt themselves will be humbled,
but all who humble themselves will be exalted.”
This was apparently as much of a problem
in Jesus time as it is today. It seems
to be part of the universal human condition.
So how can we try and not fall into the trap of believing we can control
others and run the world the way we know it should be run? We can do our best to put God first. We can do all we can to try and know God’s
will and not our will in all that we do.
We can do all we can to pray the prayer that our Saviour has taught us,
Thy will be done on earth as it is in heaven.
Above all pray always and remember to listen for God’s response. Amen.
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