Wednesday, 21 December 2022

Let Your Light Shine

The season of Advent is drawing to a close.  The great feast of Christmas draws nigh when we will again celebrate the birth of the Christ Child in a lowly stable in a small insignificant town more than two thousand years ago. 

One of the ways in which I join with other Christians to mark Advent is to light candles on the Advent wreath – four candles for the four Sundays of Advent which surround the white Christ Candle at the centre of the wreath which is lit on Christmas Day.  The light of these candles is most appropriate as it symbolizes the light that is coming into the world at Christmas – the darkness has been overcome as noted at the opening of the Gospel of John, “The light shines in the darkness and the darkness did not overcome it.” 

There are many associations that we can draw upon when we think about candles beyond those on the Advent wreath.  Candles were used on the first Christmas trees when they were introduced to England by Queen Victoria and Prince Albert.  These were replaced by electric lights fortunately but I know of people who still use candles on Christmas trees which can be done safely if proper protocols are followed.  Of course, there are the candles on birthday cakes which increase in number every year and the birthday cakes if us Baby Boomers are becoming conflagrations. An opportunity to make a wish for the coming year. 

Candle lights still are a powerful symbol of lighting the way and, as it says in John’s Gospel, overcoming the darkness of this world.  There are many songs and hymns which have a theme of lights and candles.  Two of my favourites are, This Little Light of Mine, and Jesus Bids Us Shine which are both from my childhood.  Here’s the chorus for This Little Light of Mine:

This little light of mine - I’m gonna let it shine
This little light of mine - I’m gonna let it shine
This little light of mine - I’m gonna let it shine
Let it shine, let it shine, let it shine

Perhaps the power of the song is the repetition of some simple lyrics.  It certainly is easy to remember and has a message that is hard to miss.  Here’s a link to the song on YouTube to brighten your day, https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QCN893hzueQ.

The other favourite of mine as I noted is Jesus Bids Us Shine.  Here are the lyrics for the first verse.

Jesus bids us shine with a clear, pure light,
Like a little candle burning in the night;
In this world of darkness, so we must shine,
You in your small corner, and I in mine.

I always think of this one as the introvert’s theme song.  In my most introverted I like to think of myself being able to let my light shine in my small corner where I am safe and sound.  It was knowingly or not the theme of my life growing up where I could be myself in my small corner and still let my little light shine.  I sometimes still like to retreat to my small corner and recharge my batteries – true introvert that I am.

In any case I hope you will let your little light shine in the darkness of this world and remember it is better to light a candle than to curse the darkness.  May you be Blessed this joyous Christmas time.

  

Tuesday, 13 December 2022

Discerning the Right Road

One of the themes in much of my life - you might call it a guiding principle - is to find the correct road that I am supposed to be on.  This has been front and centre at some times and at other times it has not taken on a prominent role but it has always been there if I pay attention to it.

This road has often seemed to me to be a road less travelled to borrow the phrase from M. Scott Peck and Robert Frost, as I have seemed to be the odd-person out in many aspects of my life.  However, I have come to know when I have chosen the right road and when I haven’t usually as a result of where my choices have taken me.  When I take the correct road, it is a step on my journey to become the person that God intends me to be.  There have been many missteps and wrong roads taken as well as correct one throughout my now seven decades of life.  So, given the goal of choosing the right road in my life, you might ask how I know if a road is the correct one.  One of the main ways of doing this is through the God-given gift of discernment.  I believe that everyone has the gift of discernment and as with all gifts it can be strengthened when it is used consciously and intentionally.

There are many ways in which we can discern if we are on the right road.  As an intuitive-feeling person on the Myers Briggs Personality type one way I use is if the choice I made feels right to me.  This can be tricky as sometimes my ego can confuse what my desire is with what my true feeling is.  This requires reflection and assessment of other abilities such as sensing which is not my strong suit.  Occasionally I will have help in ways that are more direct.  One such way is through what is called synchronicity.  This is a concept developed by Carl Jung for what can be called meaningful or significant coincidences.  One example of this is when I had been interviewed for entrance into the MDiv program at Huron College with the intention of it leading to ordination as a priest.  After the interview I turned on the car radio and the program playing was an interview with three people who had chosen to answer to call to ordained ministry later in life.  I discerned this to be a sign I had made the correct choice. 

There are many ways in which we can discern where we are being called in our lives – this is only one way.  What is helpful in strengthening the gift of discernment is to pray.  I was given a prayer for discernment which I find helpful and which I use at the beginning of Spiritual Direction sessions which I lead.  I will close today with the prayer:

O God of all, you give so abundantly to your people.  As we enter into a time of discernment, we ask you to walk with us.  Help us to listen to your voice in the midst of our thoughts, ideas, and suggestions we hear.

Give us the wisdom to weigh options, the strength to accept other possibilities, the trust to give it over for your guidance, and the hope for a holy outcome. 

Your love is unconditional and we know that your desire for us is that we find the best for our growth, health and well being physically and spiritually.  We desire to live a life full of your grace.  We open our hearts and minds to you.  Amen

May you be blessed to discern the right road for you on your journey.  

 

Tuesday, 6 December 2022

Awake You Sleepy Heads

I am receiving daily Advent reflections from the Sisterhood of St. John the Divine (SSJD) which is an Anglican holy order.  I find this to be very thoughtful and helpful in travelling my Advent journey.  The reflections each have the title “Awaken”.  I believe that this is a very good way to make that Advent journey – to be awakened. 

So, what does it mean to be awakened or awake i.e., to wake up?  Being ‘woke’ has come into popular parlance recently, usually as a pejorative by people on the right who use it to criticize those – usually classified on the left – as allowing their ideology to rule their lives and have overriding concerns about sexism and racism and other rights for minority groups.  One source I found on-line, Wikipedia, defines woke as, “an English adjective meaning ‘alert to racial prejudice and discrimination’ that originated in African-American Vernacular English.

 So here we have the essence of being awake.  We are aware of what is going on in the culture and by inference in ourselves.  What then does it mean to be awakened in Advent.  What are we to wake up to?  First of all, let’s explore if we need to be woken up.  After all, don’t we wake up every morning and greet the world?  I must admit that some mornings I am more awake that others but I am still awake.  However, if you stop and consider what happens to us when we are awake i.e., not asleep, does it mean that we are always - or even often – aware of the world around us – the world we are in the middle of – and how we respond or not to it?

I think that we all have had experiences where we realize that we are not aware of some things in our lives.  We might have had the experience of going into another room and then forgetting what we intended to get.  Or we may all of a sudden become aware of certain things that we had not been aware of before.  Some of you might know that I ended up buying a new car this summer when we were at our cottage in Prince Edward Island.  I had not intended to buy a new car but circumstances dictated it.  The only car - almost literally – available on the Island that would suit us was an SUV with more bells and whistles than I could ask or imagine.  I had never thought I would be driving an SUV.  Since then, I have been very conscious (awake) of how many SUV’s there are on the road.  That did not enter my consciousness until I was driving one.  We screen out a lot of what goes on around us as it would require more energy that we can manage to be awake to everything around us most of the time.  It takes a lot of psychic energy to be conscious of ourselves and the world we live in.

So, given that we are not awake to life and ourselves in that world – at least in part, what does it mean to be awake to our Advent journey?  I think another way of asking that is WWJD or What Would Jesus Do?  We are preparing for the birth of the Christ Child who will be born again on Christmas Day.  Jesus showed us what God’s Kingdom will be like when it is established on earth.  Here is today’s Awaken from SSJD which speaks to this:

Amidst our turbulent life, any concept of a peaceful kingdom may seem like a pipe dream and acting on the fruits of the Spirit – especially peace, joy, and generosity, may seem like a ‘big ask’ at times. In Sacred Spaces: Stations on a Celtic Way (2001), Margaret Silf describes sacred spaces as “crossing places and thresholds [of growth] … [that] offer … openings into new stages of becoming who we really are” (p.136). 

 

Certainly, Advent is one of these sacred threshold spaces. Advent is also at the intersection of the chronological time of our daily lives and Kairos, the appointed time of God’s action – in this case, the coming of Jesus. How we greet this intermingled time and let it mold us further into who we really are is the ultimate challenge of Advent. May God bless you richly as you rise to meet this challenge.

 

May you have a blessed Advent journey.

 

Tuesday, 29 November 2022

It’s Not Christmas Yet

Are you tired of Christmas yet? The Santa Claus Parades are over.  I haven’t been in a mall for some time but I’m sure that Christmas music has been playing for quite some time now.  Outside Christmas decorations have sprouted up around her and I’m sure in your neighbourhood.  Christmas adds have been playing on TV and social media - I think the earliest one I saw this year weas right after Thanksgiving (which for the non-Canadian readers is the second Monday in October – not November).

 

I know it is pretty much a lost cause but it calls out for an establishment of a secular Advent just as there is now a firmly entrenched secular Christmas season.  Advent is a time of preparation for Christmas which, believe it or not, does not end on midnight on December 25th.  The Christmas season in the church year goes from December 25th to Epiphany when the Wise Men (they were not kings) arrive at the stable in Bethlehem to worship the new born King of the Jews.

 

It is a time of preparation for Christmas.  Here is a reflection on preparation form the Society of St. John the Evangelist:

 

Preparation

Gazing not at Christ’s first coming in our midst, but straining toward the horizon for his second coming, we enter into this season of preparation. But Advent preparation is not just about planning a party towards the end of December. The expectant waiting and preparation of Advent is time to do the soul’s work of conditioning for ultimate things, because eternity is on the horizon. Br. Todd Blackham, SSJE

 

To help you prepare one good way is to listen to an Advent Carol rather than a Christmas carol.  Here is one of my favourites with a link: O Come O Come Emmanuel https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7xtpJ4Q_Q-4.

 

May you have a blessed Advent on your journey to Christmas.


I acknowledge that we are on Turtle Island, the original homelands of the many Indigenous Nations who have lived since time immemorial in Canada or as many First and other Indigenous Nations
All of the lands in Canada are the subject of up to one hundred Treaties signed by the Crown in the right of Canada with these Nations.  I will only mention a few of the Nations: the Cree, Ojibway, Blackfoot, Blood, Dakota, Mig M'ag, Huron, Inuit and these lands are also home to the Metis people.


Tuesday, 22 November 2022

Love Your Enemies – Yes Really.

Sunday, Christians celebrated The Reign of Christ in the Christian Calendar.  Does this mean that the Kingdom of God has been established?   Well, yes and no.

Jesus gives us the great commandment which will be the rule when the Kingdom is fully established.  The Great Commandment from Matthew 22: “You shall love the Lord your God with all your heart, and with all your soul, and with all your mind.” This is the greatest and first commandment. And a second is like it: “You shall love your neighbour as yourself.” On these two commandments hang all the law and the prophets.’

That certainly is a challenge but Jesus does not stop there.  He ups the ante, “You have heard that it was said, you shall love your neighbour and hate your enemy. But I say to you, love your enemies and pray for those who persecute you, so that you may be children of your Father in heaven.

This is the essence of the Kingdom of God; love – love your neighbours and even your enemies.  Can you imagine if you were to tell this to someone who is not Christian or even many Christians?  I haven’t seen a lot of evidence of people loving their enemies on the news.    If we are honest, how many of us can say that we love those who persecute us or even neighbours who are difficult or even nasty?  If asked I will admit that I may be able to love the difficult people in my life with a lot of effort.  However, the nasty people are very difficult, if not impossible. 

How then, are we to love our neighbours of every variety and type- pleasant and nasty, good or bad or even your enemy – how are we to live out the Great Commandment that our Lord and Saviour gives to us as Christians?  I don’t know if you are familiar with Richard Rohr.   He is a Roman Catholic priest who I find very helpful in my journey following Jesus Christ.  He recently provided something which I believe can be helpful in this challenge to love our enemies.  I would like to invite you to participate in this short exercise.

Father Richard offers a practice of deepening love and healing:

How do we come to know love so that we can live from its depths? Love cannot be understood by the mind. And if God is love, God will never be subject to the mind as we know it. God and love can only be experienced. This simple practice is an invitation to encounter love in its very physical, connective reality.

Place the palm of one of your hands on your heart. Feel your heart beating, letting its rhythm bring you into the present moment and into the awareness of God’s blessing on your life, beat after beat after beat.

Bring to your conscious mind a loved one, an ancestor, a favorite place or animal, or anything that makes you smile with undeniable, spontaneous, unconditional love and joy.

Bring that particular beloved being or thing down from your mind and place it right under your palm, in your heart space. Relax your mind and let your heart relax at the same time, feeling the sensation of blood vessels, muscles, and chest cavity opening in warmth and love for that particular loved thing. Smile.

Now humbly place a challenging person, issue, or problem directly under your palm, within your wide-open heart space. This could be someone or something currently challenging you or an old hurt from a person gone from the living world. Silently continue to smile and hold this challenging thing in the warmth of your heart.

With closed eyes, look at the thing that causes you pain, visualizing the detail that bothers you the most, all the while smiling. Consider that there may be reasons why this thing brings hurt. Smile at the fragility, suffering, or misunderstanding that makes it this way.

Finally, give the person or problem to your heart and ask that your heart’s wisdom and love take over. Rest in the Love that loves both you and the other and wants to transform all into its loving image.  Open your eyes and return to what is around you. 

Let us love one another as Jesus loves us.  With God’s help it is possible.  May you be blessed on your journey to experience the love of Jesus and share that love with your neighbours - even those who are your enemies.

I acknowledge that we are on Turtle Island, the original homelands of the many Indigenous Nations who have lived since time immemorial in Canada or as many First and other Indigenous Nations
All of the lands in Canada are the subject of up to one hundred Treaties signed by the Crown in the right of Canada with these Nations.  I will only mention a few of the Nations: the Cree, Ojibway, Blackfoot, Blood, Dakota, Mig M'ag, Huron, Inuit and these lands are also home to the Metis people.

 

Tuesday, 15 November 2022

Are You Religious or Spiritual or Both?

A week ago, or so – actually November 4th  – I was at the dealer buying new winter tires for my new car – earlier than I usually get my winter ties on – but I am getting more cautious (or sensible) in my old age.  While I was waiting for the work to be done, I went for a walk along Oxford Street, a major street in London Ontario – actually to see if I could get a Globe and Mail paper.  On my stroll, I passed three church buildings.  These three buildings were older and had probably been built at least 70 years ago and were likely main-line churches in a former existence – perhaps Anglican and United Church buildings by design.  One building had been turned into a wedding chapel and hall.  One is now a Seventh Day Adventist Church.  The third is a Heaven’s Lighthouse Ministries Church – which I am not familiar with.  Checking on-line, I found that this denomination is what I would classify as Pentecostal.

As a result, this focused the question that I have had frequently in recent years, ‘what is the future of organized religion in Canada and the Western World?’   There has been a general movement of society becoming secular and in people not being connected to organized religion.  A significant part of my question – perhaps I shouldn’t be looking for answers, based on my musings last week - centers around tending to identify a spiritual rather than religious. 

I also recalled a discussion of this some years ago on the CBC program Tapestry with Diana Butler Bass who is a professor of religious studies and a prolific author.    http://www.cbc.ca/radio/tapestry/finding-the-sacred-in-unexpected-places-1.3765363/finding-god-in-hgtv-a-spiritual-revolution-1.3765366

I also received this quote in my inbox this morning which is relevant to the question, “I really don’t think we can ever renew the church until we stop thinking of it as an institution and start thinking of it as a movement.” —Clarence Jordan, letter, 1967

Here are some questions that are relevant to the movement to spirituality from organized religion – no answers as questions should lead to more and better questions. 

Is Religion keeping up with the longings and questions of and for 21st Century e.g. What are people longing for – compassion and companionship/neighbourliness.  How do we embody compassion?

Is Spirituality opening the door for individualism?  A charge by those who primarily care about religious institutions that the spiritual movement is a base about self-indulgence.   How does religion connect with what people are longing for?  Does spirituality allow you to side step those things that challenge you?  But organized religion is no guarantee that doesn’t happen in a church community. 

What is the spirituality that 21st Century people have?  What is the shape of faith for the future?  

A God of 100 years ago – hierarchical and remote vs a God who is imminent, creative, with us, compassionate. Do our hymns and architecture need to reflect that – and do our theology and sermons and teaching?  Are we experiencing a tension between the memory (idealized view of a golden age of Religion) and the reality today?

What is religion missing in the 21st Century?  Does religion explore those areas?  Is post modern science i.e., Cosmology and Quantum physics - not to mention evolution – provide answers that negate theology or lead to more questions as good questions should. 

What can we understand from the popularity of HGTV?  People are longing for home.   What does that mean in terms of our seeking a relationship with what can be identified as the divine?  Bass notes that when she refers to her little home in her back yard where she does her writing and puts a picture of it on social media.  She is inundated with requests about where they could get the plans for it.  It is a sign of the desire for a ‘Room of one’s own’ to use the phrase by Virginia Woolf who wrote about it almost a hundred years ago.  Ah yes, my bunkie calls. 

May you be blessed with many questions on your journey.  

 

Tuesday, 8 November 2022

Should We Expect Answers, and if so, What Kind?

It is human nature to ask questions and expect or at least want those questions to be answered.  This seems to raise the question, should all questions be answered. You can probably think of many questions which you would like a definitive answer to.   Was there actually a virgin birth?  Did God create the world (however, you define it) in six days?  Or perhaps, why do bad things happen to good people? Coming from a different perspective, why do people believe in conspiracy theories which are patently absurd? 

In the past week I read two perspectives on this that I have found helpful which I want to share with you.  These are rather lengthy – particularly the second one – however, I believe they are worth the read. 

The first is from Richard Rohr and is addressed in one of the Core Principles of the Center for Contemplation and Action (CAC) which was founded by Fr. Richard:

The Sixth Core Principle of the CAC: Life is about discovering the right questions more than having the right answers. Father Richard expands on this counterintuitive wisdom:

This principle keeps us on the path of ongoing discernment, which is a gift of the Holy Spirit (1 Corinthians 12:10). The key concept here is the contrast between the words “discovering” and “having.” A discerning and inquiring spirit will make us discoverers in touch with our hidden unconscious and the deeper truth. A glib “I have the answers” spirit makes us into protectors of clichés. Answers are wonderful when they are true and keep us on the human and spiritual path. But answers are not wonderful when they become something we hold as an ego possession, allowing us to be arrogant, falsely self-assured, and closed down individuals.

The second perspective in from Northrop Frye, the great interpreter of the Bible from a religious/literary perspective:

One of the principles involved has to do with the relation of question and answer. When you answer a question, you accept the assumptions in the question, so that the answer, if it is a satisfactory answer, consolidates the mental level on which the question is asked. If it is the answer, it also annihilates the question. If you ask me where the nearest telephone is, I can accept the assumptions in the question, answer it, if I know where the nearest telephone is, and consequently annihilate or abolish that particular problem which the question symbolizes. But if you ask me, 'Where is God?', I can say only that conceptions of 'where' do not apply to God, and that the only way of answering such a question is to refuse to answer it. I cannot answer the question because I cannot accept the assumptions in the question. It's one of those 'have you quit beating your wife' questions, in which the matter of accepting the assumption in the question is primary.

Now it is for that reason that no serious religion ever attempts to answer questions. Because seriousness, whether it is in religion or in art or in science, is a matter of proceeding steadily to better and more adequate questions. In religion, the questions that you raise are not answered except in the most perfunctory ways because, if you think about it for a moment, you will see that to answer such a question as, 'Why do innocent people suffer?' or, 'Why is there evil in a world created by a good God?' really cheats you out of the right to ask the question, and certainly blocks your further advance. It prevents you from reformulating a question with rather better assumptions in it, and so proceeding in the way the human mind does proceed in dealing with very large and serious issues, by trying to make the assumptions in the questions it asks more and more adequate.

In conclusion, you might say it is better to give than to receive i.e. ask and not expect a definitive answer.  Grace is in the ability to formulate more searching questions into the mystery which is God.

May you be blessed to have the right questions on your journey.


I acknowledge that we are on the original homelands of the many Indigenous Nations who have lived since time immemorial in Canada or as many First and other Indigenous Nations note; Turtle Island.  All of the lands in Canada are the subject of up to one hundred Treaties signed by the Crown in the right of Canada
with these Nations. I will only mention a few of the Nations: the  Cree, Ojibway, Blackfoot, Blood, Dakota, Mig M'ag, Huron, Inuit and these lands are also home to the Metis people. 


Tuesday, 1 November 2022

A Black Woman in Search of Hamlet

Last week, Lorna and I went to see a production of Hamlet at the Stratford Festival.  It was a very positive experience in many respects and a not so positive one in others.  It was great to be at Stratford for the first time in three years because of COVID.  The production was up to the usual good standards of the Festival and the acting by many of the cast was very good especially that of Polonius by Michael Spencer -Davis who really caught the essence of the self satisfied and foolish character.  However, the main aspect that was not positive was the portrayal of Hamel by Amaka Umeh, which was extraordinary in ways that were not positive. 

The aspects of the portrayal of Hamlet which were unusual in my experience were that Umeh is black and a woman who is slight in stature.  I found this portrayal of Hamlet was marred for me throughout by the actor.  I reflected on my reaction to this and was able to come to some conclusions.  On reflection, the phrase that came to mind to describe the portrayal was, with apologies George Bernard Shaw, ‘A Black Girl in Search of Hamlet’.   Given that, a better phrase might have been a ‘Black Woman in Search of Hamlet.’  I will explain why I came up with this phrase.

The fact that she is a black actor is something that had little significance in the portrayal and, in fact, became irrelevant after the first few minutes.  The fact that she was a woman was another matter.  My first thought regarding this was that perhaps this was the director’s update in the Elizabethan tradition of boys or young men playing women’s parts as women were not allowed on stage.  I thought that it might have been very interesting if Ophelia was played by a man.  But that was not the case; Ophelia was played by Andrea Rankin, who gave a commendable performance.  I was also left wondering if there was an artistic purpose in this casting decision which was beyond my comprehension because I could see that it added anything to the production.  On further reflection, I came to the conclusion that my adverse reaction to the performance was not that it was a woman in the part. but it was the nature of the performance itself. 

The physicality of the actor was a challenge in some aspects especially when she was required to lift Ophelia’s body and struggled to do it.  Her voice was also jarring at times when it was high pitched.  However, those were minor points.  The main problem was that the portrayal of Hamlet was over the top and histrionic in many scenes.  Basically, my objection to the portrayal was that there was little attempt to capture the essence of the character of Hamlet.  Hamlet, in essence, was a person who was caught by indecision and fluctuated in his desire for revenge and his indecision about the truth of what his senses were telling him.  There is certainly great room for an actor to bring different interpretations to the role of Hamlet.  However, in no way was the essence of who Hamlet was, portrayed in this performance.

I am currently reading a book by John Dourley, a Roman Catholic priest, professor of religion, and Jungian Analyst.  It has the rather clunky title, The Intellectual Autobiography of a Jungian Analyst.  In part, he explores the theology of Paul Tillich and discusses the nature of essence.  He speaks of a person’s essence as that which, “refer(s) to the divine power in the individual seeking to become conscious in the unfolding of the individual’s life.”  In Shakespeare’s portrayal of Hamlet, we have such an unfolding of who Hamlet is becoming or perhaps attempting to become.  Whether he is successful is open to interpretation and provides a playing field for the actor to explore and participate in the game in which the rules are provided by Shakespeare within the play.  In this case the portrayal was definitely out of bounds and should be relegated to the penalty box permanently – if I may be permitted to stretch a sports analogy to its limit. 

Knowing our essence is what we are called to do on our journey.  May you be blessed to discover it.  

Tuesday, 25 October 2022

Meditation on the Cross

In my recent archeological excavation of my office, I discovered a rather ornate cross which is pictured below, thanks to the photography of Lorna:  

 


I am not exactly sure how this came into my possession.  It may have been when attending a Diocesan event such as one of the Synods (annual meeting of the Diocese). 

It is rather pretty in a somewhat gaudy way and it is a modern version, being in plastic, of an ancient symbol.  I must admit that I have not paid much attention to it since it came into my possession.  However, it did cause me to think of the process of meditation on the cross.  The cross is a universal symbol which contains a great deal of meaning for many people – even those who are not Christian.  Psychologically it can be symbolic of the intersection of the horizontal and vertical in our lives.  Intersections and crossroads can mean that there are options and decisions have to be made as to which road to travel.  You might reflect on the ‘road not taken’ as Robert Frost did in his poem or the ‘road less travelled’ as Scott Peck did in his book. 

For Christians, the cross represents the sacrifice of Jesus Christ on the Roman instrument of torture and execution, and the forgiveness of sins that was made possible by Jesus’ forgiving those who crucified him.  However, this cross is not a crucifix – it is the empty cross from which Jesus was taken down, which leads to many more possible meanings.  I discovered something about this cross, which I may have known about when I received it but had forgotten, it is a kaleidoscope.  You can look into it – there is a viewer at the bottom and you will see a multifaceted vision of reality.  The arms of the cross turn and what you are seeing changes.  I am not able to give you a picture of this, but I found one on the internet which will give you an idea.



This leads to the possibility that meditation on the cross can lead to different perspective on what you see and how you see the world – the world around you and the larger world.  It enables you to get different perspectives as you turn the cross arms.  It enables you to see things which you otherwise are not able to see.  You can also be reminded that a bystander, Simon of Cyrene, was forced to carry the cross to the place of execution as Jesus was physically unable to carry it due to the treatment by the Roman authorities.  As Christian we are called to pick up our cross and follow Jesus. 

I will close with a meditation on the cross by -Br. Luke Ditewig of the Society of Saint John the Evangelist:

Look at the cross, and pray with Jesus. Pray both trouble and trust. Death and evil are conquered. Jesus reigns, reaching, hearing, and holding all. On the cross Jesus bears the weight of the world. Hold yourself in a hug, trusting that Jesus has us all in his hands.

May you be blessed to be aided by others to carry your cross and know that Jesus will be with you on your journey.

 

Tuesday, 18 October 2022

Who’s Actually in Control?

Many years ago, in a former life, I attended a workshop as part of my then work as a civil servant.  I don’t remember the purpose of the workshop.  However, I do remember that the leader/facilitator asked the participants if they believed they were, for the most part, in control of their lives.  Most people put up their hands; however, I didn’t.

Looking back, I am not sure why I thought that at the time.  It could have been that many of the major events in my life growing up were beyond my control to a great extent.  My first real job was not one I had sought. I had lived in a number of different places growing up which were definitely beyond my control – that would be seven by my count.  Well, that understanding of control was certainly verified by recent events in my life.  If I had any illusions about being in control they were shattered in September.

I think T.S. Elliot had it wrong when he proposed that April was the cruelest month.  I would nominate September for that dubious honour.  September started out just fine being usually the nicest month for weather at our cottage in P.E.I.   That ended quite quickly when we had car problems.  Actually, the problem didn’t become evident right away.  Lorna and I were sitting in the car – a Volkswagen - in the parking lot of the supermarket in Souris when there was a loud bang in the back end of the car.  We were curious but there wasn’t anything obvious wrong.  We drove away cautiously back to the cottage with no apparent problem, However, after some cogitation and consultation, I decided to have it checked out at the dealer in Charlottetown.  I was advised that the issue was a coil spring as suspected but the bad news – not sure there was any good news – that the parts were on back order and they weren’t sure when they would arrive.  Consequently, I drove back to the cottage very nervously and cautiously but made it safely giving thanks to luck or perhaps God.

This led to a search for a replacement vehicle as we needed transportation back to Ford country (Ontario) in a few weeks which apparently could not be guaranteed by the dealer.  Lorna got into her sleuthing mode and tried to find a possible replacement.  I started to investigate spring problems with Volkswagens.   I discovered that there were problems with defective springs but my car had not been recalled.  On further investigation, I found that Transport Canada had recalled my model and year of vehicle but mine was not included due to an error.  This didn’t make any difference with VW Canada which didn’t cut any mustard with me.

While this was going on, Lorna wasn’t having much luck finding available vehicles – new or used - which would meet our needs i.e., space to transport our belongings and the head of the family – Trixie the cat.  Fortunately, she eventually found one and to make a long story a little less long, we ended up with a new Nissan -more than we were looking for but more than we could ask or imagine – and very thankful it was available.  This was only because the financing fell through on the original purchase.  You may be aware that there is a shortage of vehicles available on car lots these days because of supply chain issues and various things I don’t fully understand such as inflation and the war in Ukraine.  In any case, we were very thankful to have dependable transportation which enabled us to get back to our Ontario home safe and sound.  We were very fortunate to have the loan of a vehicle from a neighbour to do our exploration of the few vehicles available. 

However, that is not the end of the story about September events.  Almost immediately after solving our transportation challenges, we were dealt another challenge in the form of Hurricane Fiona.  We were able to prepare in some ways, such as stocking up on some food and water, but were without power and therefore water being on a well, for five days which stretched the limits of our preparation.  We escaped the fury of Fiona with no damage to ourselves or our buildings property and dealt with the one tree on the bunkie with the help of neighbours – no damage thankfully.  We were provided assistance at the warming centre in Souris and all was well.

In all this we fared much better than others, for no apparent reason, in ways that were beyond our control for the most part.  I’m not sure if there is a reason why we were so fortunate but perhaps it comes down to good luck or fortune smiling on us for no apparent reason.  In all this, I do know that I was not in control of much that happened.  I am not sure if anything was in control – whether fate or fortune.   My theology doesn’t hold that God was pulling the strings and making things happen.  However, I do believe that God played a role in the help we received from others.  And I do know that in all this God was with me and supporting me in whatever fate or life brings me. 

May you be blessed to know the support of God on your journey 

Tuesday, 11 October 2022

Give Thanks In All Things

 Yesterday was the Canadian Thanksgiving.  When I think of thanksgiving I think of the phrase ‘give thanks in all things.’  With all that is going on in this world it is not possible or right to give thanks for all things which is sometimes promoted as the Christian approach.    Can the Ukrainians give thanks for what Russia is doing to their country and citizens?  Of course not.  Can the people of Pakistan give thanks for the flood waters that have engulfed their land?  No indeed.  Can the residents of Prince Edward Island give thanks for the devastation that Hurricane Fiona has left behind or the residents of Florida for the devastation and destruction of Ian?  Certainly not.  But there are things to give thanks for in all that.  I am thankful that Lorna and I were relatively untouched by the ravages of Fiona and have made it back to our other home in Parkhill which we found in good shape.  I am thankful that there are first responders and people of good will to help those in need and that we had good neighbours to provide assistance when we needed it. 

To give thanks for blessings in the midst of heartbreak and disaster does not mean that I thank God that I was blessed to be protected in these difficult times.  I do not deserve to receive a blessing any more than the many people who had their lives turned upside down by the forces of nature or circumstance.  To believe that God gives a blessing to some and not others is, to my understanding, a mistaken belief in how God works.  God is not there pulling the strings in our lives like we are puppets.  Good things happen to bad people and bad things happen to good people.  We cannot know why this happens.  We can and do understand that there are consequences for our actions as human beings who have been blessed to have free will.  Sometimes the consequences are determined by the actions of ourselves and others.  We have ‘hundred-year storms’ every five years because we have abused and neglected the world that God created and gave to us to be stewards of.  We may experience challenges and problems in our lives because of how we have lived and what we have done.  If we abuse our bodies and neglect our spiritual life we may suffer some consequences as a result – smoking does lead to cancer for some depending on many factors such as the genes we have inherited.  Other people may smoke a pack-a-day all their lives and live to a ripe old age.  It seems to be the luck of the draw. 

However, regardless of the deck that we have been dealt, we can be assured that God is with us whatever happens and that is something devoutly to give thanks for.   

So, remember on your journey to give thanks to God in all things.  

Tuesday, 20 September 2022

Proof and Faith

One of my summer activities has been to listen to a wonderful series of lectures by Canadian icon Northrop Frye, literary critic who delved so deeply in the bible with his seminal work The Great Code.  The lectures entitled The Bible and Literature at the University of Toronto are available on-line at https://heritage.utoronto.ca/content/video/bible-and-english-literature-northrop-frye-full-lecture-1.

One of the statements by Frye in lecture 9, which caught my attention and made me sit up and take special note, was his assertion that “the more trustworthy the evidence, the more misleading it is.”  Frye was asserting this in relation to proof and the desire that people – at least some people - have, to find hard evidence of the events and accounts which are contained in the bible.  One example is the craze some years ago following supposed discover of the remains of Noah’s Arc on Mt. Ararat.  Then there was the case of the ossuary (vessel) that was purported to hold the bones of James, the brother of Jesus.  Especially notable is the Shroud of Turin which is held to be the burial cloth which was used to wrap Jesus’ body after the crucifix.   People seem to want and even need physical proof to affirm their beliefs that are the foundation of their faith.

I must confess that I have had this desire at times for proof and I was particularly taken with the Shroud of Turin years ago when it was first in the popular press.  It is, perhaps, human nature to desire proof of what is presented to us as reality, especially these days when there is so much in the news and on social media that needs to be questioned.  So, when Frye made the statement that the more trustworthy the evidence the more misleading it was, it didn’t make logical sense to me.

However. I was very pleased and relieved that he clarified this statement later in the lecture.  Here is the clarification from the transcript:

The point that I want to return to when we come to the Book of Job is that no serious religion ever tries to answer anybody's questions, because in any serious or existential matter the progress in understanding is a progress through a sequence of formulating better questions. An authoritative answer blocks off progress; it blocks off all advance. The answer consolidates the assumptions in the question, and brings the process to a dead stop. That is what I mean when I say that the more trustworthy the evidence, the more misleading it is. Trustworthy evidence means a kind of authority that stops you from asking any more questions.

This is the sign of a good teacher who does not want to close off the human desire to explore possibilities and enable the student to discover what is revealed which will lead to further discoveries.  This was the message in the account of the disciple Thomas who demanded proof that Jesus had been raised from the dead.   Jesus answered him and us, “Blessed are those who have not seen and yet have believed.”  This is essential when it comes to ultimate truths life and the world.  If we look at the belief in God from what is called the God of the gaps in which our faith is based on what science can’t explain – at least at this point.  As the result of scientific discoveries, we have to adjust our belief in God and what God is doing in the world based on what science can now explain.  However, the discoveries of science do not close off our exploration of how God has created and continues to create life and how God is calling us to be the people God created us to be.  Those questions just lead to more questions and I do not believe that science will ever provide the definitive answer or answers in the realm in which God is working.  It is love through which God created and continues to create.  Love will never be weighed or measured or put under the most powerful electron microscope.

May you be blessed to continue to formulate questions le seek better answers that will lead to yet more questions on your journey.  

  

Tuesday, 13 September 2022

In Sure and Certain Hope part 2

Today, I will attempt to summarize the document In Sure and Certain Hope issued by the Anglican Church in 2016.  It is an update of the 1998 Statement on Euthanasia and Assisted Suicide, Care in Dying.  The 2016 paper is intended as a, “Resources to Assist Pastoral and Theological Approaches to Physician Assisted Dying.”   These two documents provide, I believe, a good perspective on this very complex and challenging issue for Christians. 

The document begins with the affirmation that all people are created in the image of God and as such have inalienable dignity and should be treated in ways that reflect this:

Theologically we continue to assert that human persons, being in the image of God, are the bearers of an inalienable dignity that calls us to treat each person not merely with respect, but with love, care, and compassion. This calling, being a reflection of God’s free grace, is in no way qualified by the circumstances that an individual may face, no matter how tragic.

Consequently, this places a duty on society to care for people who require help in appropriate ways:

We need to pay attention to how we are to sustain communities of care around patients, respecting the decisions of, and exercising the best possible care first for the patient and then also with care for the immediate supportive community. In this context the church needs neither to surrender its basic principles and insights nor propound them in a way that simply isolates the church from the theologically essential task of empowering individuals caught up in these situations to make sense of their own lives, their hopes and fears, their pain and distress.

The document provides framework for appropriate support which reflects this understanding:

a framework for effective pastoral support for all concerned (patients, family, loved ones, care providers, and wider communities of support), whatever decisions particular patients ultimately believe themselves called to make.

Below are experts from the report which, I hope summarizes key points.  The report is extensive so it is, of necessity longer than usual. 

Suffering

 The report acknowledged that suffering might be meaningful. However, it also noted that suffering might be devoid of redemptive value in and of itself.

Life as Gift

Already in the case of the withdrawal of treatment we recognize that life is not an end in itself, and that the approach of death need not be resisted by all available means.

 

Care and Community

Understandings of care, and how those understandings shape and express community, lay at the heart of the reflections in Care in Dying. Indeed, the trajectory of that document was in many ways set by the way it answered the question of what constitutes care. In seeking to answer the question of whether a decision to participate in the ending of life could be construed as an act of care, the study was in some ways quite tentative.

Vulnerability and Justice

In the area of physician assisted dying there are still reasons to be concerned about the impact of this change on those in our society who are most vulnerable…for the churches it is important that we continue to express concern for those who might be adversely affected. This is not simply a slippery slope argument. It is rather based in the complexity of how constitutional protections work and the experience of other jurisdictions where the initially narrow grounds for physician assisted dying became widened out of legitimate concern that some who might benefit were excluded under the initial definitions.

In our society dignity is most commonly linked to the capacity to be the author of one’s own destiny. However, this is linked with understandings of human individuality and freedom that are difficult to maintain.

Perhaps the key point, however, is that the language of dignity is supposed to remind us that in decisions about the life of a person it is that person’s life, inherent worth (however that is ascribed), values, hopes, aspirations, story, etc. that drive the decision-making process and not the imposition of interpretive frameworks from without, the imposition of what Zizak and Brueggemann would call ideology

To uphold the intrinsic worth of the human person is to protect the very vulnerable members of society—those who have (or appear to have) little if any extrinsic value, because they do not have the capacity for full authorship or autonomy, and are not able to have the same sorts of relationships that more “productive” members of society have. This value challenges the linkage of dignity and worth with autonomy and ability to be in control of all aspects of one’s life.

Conscience

It will surprise some people that the principle that the conscience must always be followed (conscientia semper sequenda) is a key element of Catholic moral theology that has continued if not with greater importance in the churches of the reformation. The role of conscience grants to the individual believer the responsibility to be the author of his or her own decisions.

Hope

As Christians we are called to lives shaped by hope. Hope involves the commitment that, whatever our circumstances, God is at work for our good (Ro 8:28 c.f. Mat7:11). It stands opposed to despair. At the same time hope is not to be confused with a passivity that is unresponsive to our circumstances. Hope requires that we cooperate with God in the purposes that God is working out in our lives.

Providing Alternatives

While it is now clear that the provision of such alternatives cannot function as a bar to patients making decisions to seek assistance to end their lives we remain of the view that this change will not reflect the intended affirmation of the dignity of patients unless there are genuine alternatives amongst which they can discern real and significant choices.

Palliative Care

Although often thought to be synonymous with “terminal” or “compassionate” care, palliative care is not confined solely to situations in which curative therapies are no longer possible or desired. Rather, the focus is on relief of distressing symptoms and maintenance or improvement of the quality of life of the sufferer regardless of the prognosis or projected duration of the illness.

Pastoral Care

What matters is that for many, the premium challenge of end-of-life is to continue to experience meaning, purpose and control over one’s life.

This presents our church, and those who care for the ill, with two fundamental challenges. First: pastoral care-providers must discern honestly through prayer and consultation their personal views and values and how they affect their capacity to support patients in decision-making in relation to end-of-life and assisted dying.

Second: pastoral caregivers must assess the strengths and limitations of available resources that can, or cannot, support the parishioner who seeks assistance with dying

Pastoral Care and the ministry of presence

Being present to another requires the sacred ability to listen, to speak and to touch. It is within the sacred conversation of being present that one can sometimes discern most clearly the needs, questions and desires of the other.

 

I acknowledge that we are on Turtle Island, the original homelands of the many Indigenous Nations who have lived since time immemorial in Canada or as many First and other Indigenous Nations
All of the lands in Canada are the subject of up to one hundred Treaties signed by the Crown in the right of Canada with these Nations.  I will only mention a few of the Nations: the Cree, Ojibway, Blackfoot, Blood, Dakota, Mig M'ag, Huron, Inuit and these lands are also home to the Metis people.

 

Tuesday, 6 September 2022

In Sure and Certain Hope

Recently, I received an email which brought to the recipients' attention that a veteran had been offered the option of medically assistance in dying when he reached out to Veterans Affairs Canada for assistance.  The email expressed shock and condemnation that such action would be offered in place of “LIFE-affirming care that everyone deserves.”  The email implied that this was government policy which promoted this option rather than other options.  After reading the CBC report that raised the issue, apparently this was a one-time circumstance that was a result of lack of training on the part of the person responding to the request.  However, there is also a concern regarding insufficient mental health care being provided to families of veterans.

I certainly share the concern expressed in the email that veterans and their families should receive the Life-affirming care that they especially deserve given their service and sacrifice to the country.  And I sincerely hope that this was indeed a one-time occurrence based on insufficient training which can happen in the best run organizations and not an unofficial policy to address limited resources which does happen in government departments at times.  This raised the issue for me of what the position was of the Anglican Church of Canada on medically assistance in dying.  Well, as it happened, the September edition of the Anglican Journal had an article on the issue and linked to a paper issued by the Anglican Church in 2016, In Sure and Certain Hope which is intended as a, “Resources to Assist Pastoral and Theological Approaches to Physician Assisted Dying.”  This report is a review of a report, Care in Dying, which was commissioned by the Anglican Church in 1998.  Sorry for the somewhat convoluted introduction but as they say, “The mills of the gods grind slowly, but they grind exceedingly fine.”   

Next week, I will attempt to summarize the document In Sure and Certain Hope which provides, I believe, a good perspective on this very complex and vexing issue for Christians.

Blessings this day on your journey. 

 

I acknowledge that we are on Turtle Island, the original homelands of the many Indigenous Nations who have lived since time immemorial in Canada or as many First and other Indigenous Nations
All of the lands in Canada are the subject of up to one hundred Treaties signed by the Crown in the right of Canada with these Nations.  I will only mention a few of the Nations: the Cree, Ojibway, Blackfoot, Blood, Dakota, Mig M'ag, Huron, Inuit and these lands are also home to the Metis people.

 

 

 

Tuesday, 30 August 2022

Being in the Weeds

This morning, I tackled the weeds in the Labyrinth at our cottage.  The weeds seem to be taking over this year and every time I turn my back there are more of them.  You have to wonder why Mother Nature makes weeds such hardy plants that seem to thrive in even the harshest conditions?  In any case, I rather enjoy whacking them with my whipper snipper – it is satisfying work. 

That experience brought to mind a parable of the wheat and the weeds in the Gospel of Matthew which can be found here if you want to refresh your memory, https://bible.oremus.org/?ql=527923442.

In the parable, Jesus tells of a field which has been sown with good seeds – wheat.  In the night, these things seem to often happen at night, the enemy comes and sows weeds among the wheat.  The owner of the field – the master – decides to not have the weeds pulled up by his ‘slaves’.  I wonder how many gardeners would like to have someone to do the weeds pulling?  In any case, he declines the suggestion of the slave to pull the weeds because the wheat might also be pulled up in the process.  Now, I can certainly relate to that because Lorna does not trust me to weed her garden because I would most likely pull up some of the good plants as well.  Sometimes ignorance is bliss or at least a good excuse to avoid things.

So, what do we make of the parable about not pulling up the weeds because some good plants will be pulled with them?  This could make a radical approach to gardening.  However, I don’t think that was what Jesus had in mind – at least not literally.  A parable by its nature, wants to surprize and encourage the listener or reader to approach a situation in a fresh way.  Let’s consider the wheat and weeds as an aspect of ourselves, after all, Jesus was concerned about the souls of the people he came into contact with.  If the weeds are aspects of ourselves that we don’t like or those things in us that are not acceptable, the natural reaction is to pull them up and get rid of them.  As with weeds, however, every gardener knows they aren’t really gone – they will return and they seem to thrive under every and any condition. 

The human equivalent of trying to pull up the weeds – unwanted aspects of ourselves, will not get rid of them.  Those flaws and faults we know are in us will not be gone if we try and pull them up.  This is actually trying to deny them and push them out of conscious awareness.  So, what is the alternative?  What does it mean to let them grow along with the wheat?  Well, it means that we have to stop striving for perfection.  I have struggled with the idea of trying to be perfect.  Christians have been told implicitly and explicitly that we are to be perfect - it says so in the bible in the Gospel of Matthew (5: 48).  This is traditionally translated as ‘Be perfect, therefore, as your heavenly Father is perfect’.   However, an alternate translation is ‘Be all-embracing, as your heavenly Father is all-embracing.” 

When we strive for perfection, any imperfection is unacceptable and therefore something that we have to deny in ourselves.  We have to attempt to pull up the weeds and get rid of them.  We have to acknowledge them and realize they are part of us and once we do that, we can realize that God knows us better than we know ourselves and despite this God loves us.  Does that mean that we just accept our faults and whatever they are we say its okay and let it rip?  No, we need to acknowledge our faults and weaknesses and learn to love ourselves and to love our neighbours.  Richard Rohr address just this point:

To accept this teaching doesn’t mean we can say, “It’s okay to be selfish, violent, and evil.” It simply means that we have some realism about ourselves and each other. We have to name the weed as a weed. We can’t just pretend it’s all wheat, all good, because it isn’t. We’re not perfect. Our countries are not perfect. The Church is not perfect. The project of learning how to love—which is our only life project—is quite simply learning to accept this.

Be blessed on your journey to acknowledge the weeds in yourself and others.  

I acknowledge that we are on Turtle Island, the original homelands of the many Indigenous Nations who have lived since time immemorial in Canada or as many First and other Indigenous Nations
All of the lands in Canada are the subject of up to one hundred Treaties signed by the Crown in the right of Canada with these Nations.

I will only mention a few of the Nations: the Cree, Ojibway, Blackfoot, Blood, Dakota, Mig M'ag, Huron, Inuit and these lands are also home to the Metis people.